No matter where i go , no matter what i do.. everything , everywhere reminds me of you...

 

I hear you calling... calling my name... everywhere i go, its always the same...

 

I walk along the riverside, then i sit myself down... the more i think about you the more i feel down...

 

Every moment im not wit you i feel so bule... every second ... im thinking of you...

 

No matter where i go , no matter what i do.. everything , everywhere reminds me of you..........

I been thinking these days... thinking so much that it makes me smile... hehe weird huh.

I dunno .. this feeling i have, iv'e felt it before.. its not a new feeling. A feeling that makes you smile and happy and makes you want to think about it more lols... yea thats jus me.. I saw a rainbow today, so pretty, is that a sign of good luck?? hmm.. not sure. * i want some ice cream now *

Has anyone ever jus layed there on the grass and gazed up at the clouds before.. its the nicest feeling... you dont feel like doing anything when you do... you just wanna lay there forever and watch the clouds float by...

I wish i can float on a cloud... I'd just lay there and float away... far far away ... but only in my dreams...

Auto Salon WAS GREAT!!! nicest cars, but most of all da nicest GIRLS!!! omg, everwhere i went, i saw pro-mo girls, and models ARGHHH!!! DrOoL..... OmG!!! lols anyways it was awesome, and my dream MR2 was in dere too, mah god, das how mah cars gonna be fo sur!!!

Hey Kitty my most FAVOUTATE mui and very close friend. Thank you so so very much for always being there for me, i deeply appreciate it so very much..

 

-Thank you for the times we spent together going up

 

-Thank you for the times we just sat down and talked or bitched

 

-Thank you for the times we talked on the phone

 

-Thank you for ALL the messages and mms that you have sent, especially the one last night 22/sat

i felt really loved, and special when i read that msg along wit that photo you took...

 

-Thank you for caring for me SO MUCH!!! and always being there for me, you dont know how much it means to me kitty... to have a muimui and a very close friend like you in my life.

 

So just remember that, that i will always be here , there ANYWHERE TO EVERYTWHERE for you kitty, because you are a very special someone in my life (^.')v.

 

Peace out Kitty muimui, your bro andy.

Love is passion,

 

OBSESSION,

 

Someone you can't live without,

 

Someone you fall head over heals for,

 

Finding someone you can love like crazy

 

& will love you the same way back...

 

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Love is such a strong word dont you think...

 

well i have found someone that i like... but its kind of confusing... but still no matter what i do, i can see her in my mind... where ever i go what ever i do her image jus follows my mind...

 

I can see her eyes, i can see her smile, i can see her laugh and the way she acknowledges me...

 

 

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Andys poem... DREAM...

 

No matter where i go, no matter what i do,

 

It's still the same, her image follows too...

 

I turn corners left, i turn corners right,

 

I look around but no ones in sight...

 

I see something... something shiney!!!

 

I walk towards it... it's a ball of light but really tiny...

 

I look through it... " Am i in heaven" it's so bright...

 

No.." Your not in heaven" close to it..

 

I dreamt i was holding her tight.....

Hey all, jus givin out a SHOUT OUT TO ALL MAH FRIENDS OUT THERE who have been there for me and been by my side when i needed them most..

 

KITTY, my muimui your the greatest lil sis anyone could ever ask for, you've always been there for me and everytime i needed to talk, or YOU needed to talk or we both needed to bitch about things hahhaha.

 

Grev, you damn photographer hahaha nah your a great friend, always in da city when no one else is around hahaha, nah thanks for takin care of my mui kitty when im not around, becuase i know dat chu will.

 

Tien-Nick-Scot , hahaha thanks fo all the fun times at Tafe and all broz, especial SCCHHHHHHHTTTTTTT hahaha playing cards at south-bank in our lunch breaks, and every trip to " malaysia " hahahha round da cafe area hahaha, yea you know wha im talkin bouts boys haha.

 

Sean, my closest cousin, times we spend at work is such a CRACK up hahaha and a waste of damn time hahaha but fun lols, yea, always have those talks because you know im here for you cuz. time we borrow things off each other and don't return them back until months later HAHAHA.

 

xiao kim, hehehe its fun hanging around with you because , in your presence i always feel so happy and especially when you smile, because it makes me smile also. the way you giggle is cute, cause it puts a smile on my face always.

 

Jess , my god sis, hehe, always talkin to me on Msn, shes an awesome girl, and also so very caring towards me, and i dun think i have ever seen her without a smile on her face either.

 

Mike, mah break dance buddy haha, when your bored you can always count on mike's and go play some footy or some marvel hahahaha.

 

LAST BUT NOT LEAST!!! my bro Tony, his been there for me all the way, lookin out for me and worrying and also a great pool buddy hahaha, nah your kew bro, thanks for being there for me man.

 

AND TO ALL MY other friends thank you all for being there for me , in times of need, and fun, and EVERYTHING we have all been through together. PEACE OUT PEEPS - LATA ALL

 

 

 

... i feel so empty...u ever have those days where you just feel so alone that you jus either sit there or lay there and think about the one thing over and over... i do... its really quite depressing really... there are times where you feel asthough you regret telling some somthing you wanted them to kno, but in the end, the outcome isnt so great, and then you start to realise, that mayb it was a mistake, not so much a mistake because you know that by telling them, it makes you feel alot whole lot better, but it does give you the feeling of regret because you know things wont be the same as they were before... 

 

well.. theres not much you can do after a situation like that but to live your life one day at a time...

Do you ever wonder about the less fortunate people in life... do you ever think of the people that think less of themselves... do you ever wonder why people get angry... and do you ever wonder why people cry...

 

I do.. because at some stages, you often think about your own life, and start to compare it to others, but you often think to yourself, WHY ME!!! I use to ask myself that all the time and wonder why life was so screwed up for me.. But then you have to settle down for a while and think to yourself.. Why do i feel this way? Im so selfish.. what about the people that are less fortunate than us... While you ask the same question the majority of people on earth do... you realise... that its not just you , majority of people are also on the same boat as you are.. so before you ask yoursef... "WHY ME"... think again... think of how fortunate you are, for there are so many others less fortunate than you...

 

When you walk out to the streets, you see homeless people... begging for money... dirty clothes... no food... no homes...

 

When you watch the news, something bad is always going on... Drug bust... people killing people... Terrorist bombing attacks... people that haved died for our country to save us all...

 

And there we ask ourselves.... "WHY ME"

 

But please people.. this is out to all that read this.. all your friends and family have their bad days and good days... so take into consideration of what you do or say to them because they too have feelings and emotions.. they have a heart that can break and hurt just as yours can... so please dont judge a book by its cove... look deeper than what the eyes can see... they too are humen beings...

 

SHOUT OUTS FOR THE WEEK!!

1. Lauren-  Your the bomb girl, your a great friend to have, nice to hang with, LOOKING DAMN FINE when chu out clubbing thats for sure, i been out clubbing with this girl for like ALOT HAHAHA and she just looks so DAMN FINE!!! but yea haha, Lauren you have a great heart, and i know you mean well all the time, so dont stress out about the times I've been in bad moods while out wit chu. Lovin you Laury. MUAHZzZz..

 

2. Lil Mike- Been friends for a while, met him while playin streetfighter hahaha, nah went to skew wit his bro.. so yea known in fo long time. We broz for life man. His an kew guy, easy going. We been break dance buddies for a while now so yea. See ya round bro.

 

thats all peeps , peace out (^.')v.

 

Tafe is way to much.. Wake up at 6:30, catch the train, and get to class by 8. A FULL 8 HOURS, and then finish at 4:45... *sigh* im dead tired...

Doing it again tommorrow, same routine, for another 6 months straight...

Becoming an electrian isnt going to be easy, I need to work hard, put some effort into, get my ass into study.

I depend on the smoko's to survive through the day hahaha about the only breaks we get, oh and a 40 minute break haha.

 

Im to tired to think... i got class tommorrow, i need my coffee now...

someone help me... lol

Today, tommorrow and the day after... I'd like to resurrect into a new life so i can start all over again... Fix all my mistakes, and make everything perfect... if there is such thing as a perfect... I think back to the past a bit, and you feel bad for the things you know you could have prevented from happening, because you know now how to fix it... but you relise to late to do anything but to think about it...

 

These words i just wrote are words of motivation from the song Resurrection... It's one of my most favourate techno songs... This song made me think of the past... A song recommended to listen to .

 

Peace out all.